Friday, 21 December 2012

"When you love someone, truly love them, you lay your heart open to them.  

You give them a part of yourself you give to no one else and you can let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt ---  you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut the deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul.

And when they do strike, it's crippling like having your heart carved out." 


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Tuesday, 11 December 2012

"As I accept the seasons changing,
so too must I learn to accept the seasons of my heart.
My summer-heart stood in the sun and felt pain.
My autumn-heart retreated from the changing wind
and my winter-heart grows a protective coating.
It is healing, awaiting the spring.
I stand watch as the seasons unfold across the fields and so does my heart."

╭♥╯©Tina, Seasons of the Heart╭♥╯
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Friday, 7 December 2012


You have stolen my heart,
Tiptoeing within its walls,
Threatening to overpower my will.

My heart, ever so vulnerable
Has been enraptured.
You have captured me
Danced our souls into one.
Merging such sweet rush of emotions
Giving in to you willingly.

But the timing isn't right.
The strands of Destiny are slowly winding away.

My fairy tale began and ended with,

"Once upon a Time"

(((asheil.september 1, 2011.thursday.1954 hrs.)))

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Sunday, 2 December 2012

A love note: from me to you

A love at the wrong time.
All the words left unspoken.
Chances never taken.
If you are given the chance to turn the hands of time,
Would you have done differently?
And change fate.

But what if it never works out even after you did?
Would you rather have that one chance to know
Than spend your life wondering.........

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Today, you said it's final. You're getting married. What am I supposed to say? Tell you don't go ahead? What right do I have? You don't know I love you. And as much as I can tell you feel the same way, we never really said it out loud. Too many what ifs.... a thousand if onlys.. Nothing resolved. Ours is a love that won't get the light of day. It just cannot be.

I was weak kneed, too devastated by the news. I bit my lip to stop myself from trembling. As tears were threatening to fall down my cheeks, I can't make you wonder why. But they're burning my eyes. Part of me was happy for you but part of me just died upon hearing it. I lost all reasons to live. I was praying for strength to get through this. It took all I have not to blurt out "Don't. I love you.Why can't it be me?" 

Past conversations are coming back - an interloping snippets of memories one after the other. And with heavy heart, I realized memories are all I have now. Tucked into the secret corners of my being. That sacred space you hold. Only you.

I am not sure if I'll ever get over you. If only I told you what I feel, would we end up together? But reality stares me in the face. And though, I'm breaking up inside I have to keep a brave face. The time has come to unchain my heart from yours.

So maybe one day, you'll know what I felt for you. You'll take hold of this letter where all my pent up emotions are written. Just like a message in a bottle ---- lost at sea.

I love you. Until we meet again. This time, I won't let you go.

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